Hello all. I know I said I would be more hands on in blog writing but so far… Epic fail. After last night’s episode I had a little time to reflect between sleep and porn. I realized that 40 days off twitter and Facebook will kill me. I never knew how addicted I was. There will be posts that go up from the site or instagram. I don’t want to turn them off. I still get e-mails if I’m mentioned on twitter. It’s the southern in me that wants to say hi to everyone be nice and cordial. As I get older depriving myself of things get harder and harder. As I turn 35 in a few weeks, I want to make sure that I am the best me I can be at this point in my life. I’ve been so self destructive As of late. If you are reading this stop by let me know.